Speechless

That wind has ceased to blow in me.

Coming home from Carlisle School 

to Rosebud Reservation, a big boy 

after five years of haircuts, prayer, and standing in line. 

I will find a job, be useful now. 

I step off the train into Grandmother’s arms, 

smelling wood smoke, frybread grease, 

feeling my short hair clutched between her rough fingers. 

Hoksila wan ktepi, she mutters. 

What did she say? 

I have forgotten the words. 

That wind has ceased to blow in me.

Jaimie Wilson is a poet and fiction writer based in Atlantic Beach, Florida, where she lives with her children Ichiro and Mary-Alice. She is a specialist in distance learning and development. She is also a graduate of Sarah Lawrence College where she studied with Thomas Lux. Honors include the Lipkin Poetry Prize, a fellowship at the Atlantic Center for the Arts, and a 2022-23 grant from The Community Foundation’s Black Artists Endowment. Recent fiction is forthcoming at SoFloPoJo.

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