21 /with loneliness
She said: take your curse, digest your sorrow, own your misery
She said: take your curse, digest your sorrow, own your misery
I love them, their blue stickish torsos and jaunty meanderings
You will raise the spray to the sky, beloved, beautiful.
I run from the wound causing
mayhem along the causeway of my mind
a hole in the mattress
deep as I’d dug it
These wounds will bubble over
and grow, running in the streets
consuming. Everything.
When body is considered landscape
and maps are considered time, we can feel what can’t be found
That year we learned.
D’Nealian forms; the tinny reek
of Salisbury steak, the scorched
tomato-sugar sauce on square-cut crust;
After we’d killed the deer out on the highway
the cows would stop me staring, how their hides,
blotched like world maps
I used to think a green room was where jealous people went